Tetap sayang sampai kiamat;

kita pernah terfikir dimana kita dilahirkan,
dimana kita dibesarkan,
cita-cita,hobi dan segala kegemaran..

tetapi,
pernahkan kita terlintas untuk berfikir?
setelah lama kita bersahabat,
ingatkah lagi dimana kita bermula?

Anda sedih,
siapa pujuk?
Anda gembira,
siapa bagi gelak tawa?
Anda merajuk,
siapa yang pujuk?

itu semua adalah anda.

khas untuk semua yang bakal bergraduasi;

saya sedih,
bila anda pergi.
saya gembira,
bila anda memegang segengam ijazah,
saya merajuk,
bila anda sudah tidak lagi disisi.

saya mampu berdoa,
kalau ada umur yang panjang,
dapat lagi bertemu.
tidak kira dimana,
anda semua tetap kawan,kakak, mahupun abang saya.
tetap sayang sampai kiamat.
aku sayang kau,kamu dan mereka.

tahniah,kerana anda semua berjaya buat saya menangis.

Intonasi Frasa yang sukar digambarkan.

Ya,
memang aku rindu dia.
tapi itu tidak bermakna aku sayangkan dia.
ok,sikit je.
yela-yela, sayang-sayang sikit je.
ok fine,
Aku Memang Sayangkan Dia.Banyak.

dear readers;
mesti dia terkejut aku dah gemuk gedempol.

a flower a day never mean so far.

i hope if she read this,hopefully she understand.i don't know what to say more,but i really don't have any intention to break ur heart.im sincere and just want to be back as first we met before. i know my mistake and i admit.eventough u told me everything,but it never break or dissapoint me. always in my memories. it won't let u go and free. remember, i still love u until death us apart.

dedicated to you-my-special-W

morning till dark
blooming to black
sun goes rain
never be the same
as always i say,

tears of cheer
till the tears of wishes,
we met at heaven,
till now in the sky,

so far i understood,
the meaning of true life,
as i said to you,
there is no goodbye
believe in faith,
believe in GOD,
until one day,
the morning still stand,
blooming turn fresh,
and sun will always be there.
trust me.

gomene; wakarimashita!

warm up dulu.

im totally lost right now.a lot of my frens ask me to continue blogging.confused!i try to be back just like before but it takes several time.ok,where shud i stat??.first of all,its not late for me to wish all the muslim 'hepi fasting'.smuga mendapat keberkatan di bulan yang mulia ini.banyak berlaku in a row of fasting month ni.starting of :

first day in fasting month :

bukak puase di rumah nenek.i bump to my cezens;fara,awin,emy,qila and lots more.its seem so long not see them after busying with convo things.talking so much things here and there.

until 9th in fasting month :

alhamdulillah.so far so good.i've been thinking of my next plan to break the fast while im at college later.tak tahu nak buka kat mne.asking frens again la.teringin nak berbuka bersama geng metrik dlu,geng convo,geng skola and so much plan.haishh!asek aku je pengarah program da mcm takde org lain.its ok work for amal.haha.mengelamun jap.

stop here,byk da melalut.not-forgetting-her-also.

Ape Kes?

usually i'm never freak out like this.since im thinking what am i supposed to do next,i really anxious and wonder ape orang cakap tentang aku.the same things goes on my mind.asek bende yang same je.pasal ape lagi,pasal diri aku la.im flashback erk.

'scene 1'

Pakcik A : Sopi blaja kat mane skrg? (sedangkan da tnya 10 kali)

Sopi : blaja kat UKM,amek science chem (jawap siap2 kos ape)

Pakcik A : ooo,blaja pasal ape erk?

Sopi : ala,blaja psl research chemical thing je (muka bangga tp nan adoo)

Pakcik A : abeh,yang ubat2 tu,sopi pon research skali ke?

Sopi : (dengan muka selamba) ehh,tak la..tu pharmicist..

perbualan terhenti seketika kerana masing2 tergamam...

'scene 2'

Auntie B : cm ne blaja skrg?? (cara amek ati)

Sopi : fine,so far so good.

Auntie B : ehh,sopi blaja kat mane erk?

Sopi : (dier da stat tnye soklan same) erk,UKM..

Auntie B : UKM yang kat bangi tu erk? (bertanya dgn penuh keterujaan)

Sopi : ha'ah..btol la tuh..

Auntie B : kos ape?
Sopi : kos sains kimia (buruk bile dlm malay,hakhak)

Auntie B : ooo,blaja rajen2.

Sopi : haa..ok2.

perbualan kami terhenti juga kerana tiada soalan selanjutnya.

see,sume orang bagi harapan yang tinggi kat aku.the way they give support mcm aku tak leh appreciate pon. I don't like people give too much hope on one thing.see what happen now, 24-hours with laptopping,zzzz-ing. memang dasar nafsu tol aku ni. Aku nak try tp tak boleh jugak. Biasa la org kate benda cam ni kena take time. Sape la ckp cm tuh,aku saket ati tol. not make sense. klu take time aku da sampai nak final,take time kejadahnyer tu.haishh.im sigh again. cam ne la nak dapatkan degree nih.aseklah mengeluh je.everybody out there..help mee.. i can't face the truth.im confused,sick and annoyed.help,help,help.